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User:norma (214759)
Mysteries not ready to reveal (humor me before i have to go)
Make the effort (Tomorrow's just an excuse away)
Name:norma mejia
Location:Chicago, Illinois, United States
Birthdate:1985-08-13
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There's no such thing as nothing.



**I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind.**


How am I not Myself?

(trading a walk on role in the war for a lead role in the cage)


--»When I hear a grown man or woman say, 'Once I had faith in men; now I have not,' I am inclined to ask, 'Who are you whom the world has disappointed? Have not you rather disappointed the world?'.«
Journal, 31/1 1852 Henry David Thoreau
--"not enough cynicism and not enough virtue. we lack the energy of evil as well as the energy of good" Albert Camus The Fall
--The way the world is, how seldom it is that you meet that one person who just *gets* you-it's so rare..And to cut oneself off from finding that person, to immediately halve your options by eliminating the possibility of finding that one person within your own or opposite gender, that just seemed stupid to me.
      
Marriage is love.

--Ernest Hemingway once wrote, "The world is a fine place and worth fighting for." I agree with the second part.
-if you dont expect too much from me you won't be let down.
-i'm just a lazy, self-indulgent little girl, who is driving herself crazy.
-i want intensity even if that means im going to burn out
- It's all in the way we know that we could have it all
- no matter how much peter loved her, what made the Pan refuse to grow?
-don't it make you sad to know, that life is more then who we are?
-Round here we talk just like lions, but we sacrifice like lambs
-and for a moment i lose myself, wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
*i forget to forget nothing is important
If i were queen of pleasure,
and you were King of Pain,
we'd hunt down love together,
pluck out his flying feather,
and teach his feet a measure
and find his mouth a rein.
If i were queen of pleasure,
and You were King of Pain.


It's something unattainable that i can't live without. And now the unexplainable has me riddled with doubt. Things begin and i can't find a way to be okay.... and im going to spend the day wondering what it's all about go and knock myself out.

Things begin, things decay and i can't find a way
to be ok. i wanna spend the days wondering what it's all about
knock myself out.
Why we're put in this mess is anybody's guess. It might be a test, or it might not be anything we need to worry about. But i'm still in doubt, and going to knock myself out.


I mean, if life's so hard already, why do we bring more trouble down on ourselves? What's up with the need to hit the self-destruct button?
Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way . . . because without it, I don't know . . . maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

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Interests:105: 80's movies, 80's music, alcohol, amphetamines, aries, august, beach, being high, being the one, blue, bob dylan, cats, chicago, childishness, clouds, cocaine, coffee shops, conan o'brien, cta, cutting, dancing, debating, deep talks, depression, dorks, downy, dreaming, driving, drugs, edward norton, el paso, fast drivers, fear of intimacy, fire signs, fog, foggy weather, freedom, friends, funny things, going swimming, harold washington library, having ocd, having someone, heroin, hot dogs, interesting people, janis joplin, jerks, junk food, katie, kicking, laying on the couch, learning, leo's, licking, lions, long discussions, long friendships, love, masochism, meaningful music, meeting people, men, mountain dew, music, mustard, my horoscope, naps, new places, nirvana, oding, oral sex, peace, people who are different, people who are nice, pets, pink floyd, pizza, psycological thrillers, public transportation, reading, relaxing, road trips, s&m, sagittarius, sales, school, sleep, smashing pumpkins, sunny days, the color blue, the facebook, the moon, the night sky, the simpson's, threesomes, thrift stores, uppers, vero, waking life, walking, water, wayne's world, women, writing
Schools:Farragut Career Academy High School - Chicago, IL
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